Chapter 22

The Last Three

Point ten fell before noon.

Living forest, shallow blight influence, two practitioners who assessed numbers and withdrew when Morgaine looked at them in particular way she’d developed — not threat, not performance, simply flat attention of someone who had decided you were not going to be problem and wanted you to understand decision had been made.

Iolan, after, sitting near stilled marker with head in hands: “One more like that and I will need to sleep for week.”

Fenrath said nothing, which was how you knew he agreed. Both scholars pale in way that had stopped being temporary exhaustion and started being sustained depletion, the kind that accumulated in bone. They were running on will and root tea and stubbornness that was, Morgaine reflected, particular to scholars who’d spent twenty years being right when no one listened.

Ten down. Two more plus center.

They moved to eleven.

Eleven was in blight again, heavier defense — nine practitioners, layered interference, tunnel trick from point six repeated, this time expected. Orin found it before practitioners could use it, put Reth at mouth with instruction to hold, and Reth held, which turned out to mean sitting on tunnel entrance with entire horse, which turned out to be extremely effective tactical decision because no one wanted to emerge into daylight under horse.

Interference broke early. Scholars worked four hours, longest yet, both shaking by end. Morgaine stood over Iolan while he worked, sword out, not because needed — Orin’s team had perimeter — but because Iolan steadied when near. Hand on his shoulder, once, brief, and his breathing evened. Small thing. Noticed it. Caelum noticed her noticing and filed without comment, which was his way.

When anchor collapsed, Orin dismounted Reth from tunnel duty. Reth stood, brushed off, said: “That horse is very patient.”

Orin: “That horse has seen worse.”

Eleven down. One more plus center.

Camped that night at edge of dead zone proper, where blight had been longest, trees grey for miles and air heavy even outside field. Could see collection center on horizon — not structure yet, but quality of light, wrongness in air, place where twenty years of extracted life hoarded. Wrongness visible from five miles away, low pulse against dusk like second, sick moon.

Varek said: “Tomorrow point twelve. Day after, center.”

No one slept much. Not because cold — season had turned, nights warmer, spring attempting itself in living forest with dogged determination of things without option of giving up — but because twelve was last before heart, and heart was where Serath would be.

Morgaine found Caelum at edge of camp, looking toward wrong light on horizon, not at maps, just looking.

“Can you feel it from here?” she asked.

“Yes,” he said. “Can you?”

“Yes.”

Stood fifteen feet apart, both oriented toward same wrongness, silence that had become natural between them — kind that needed nothing added, two people who’d spent ten days learning same forest and same war and same rhythm.

After while he said: “Point twelve will be worst so far.”

“I know.”

“Scholars—”

“I know.”

Another silence. Then she turned slightly, not toward him but enough to see profile in dusk, grey eyes reflecting wrong light.

“After twelve,” she said, “we rest. Before center. Full night. No approach.”

He looked at her. “Varek will say we should go immediately, while disruption of twelve is still—”

“Varek will say that because he has been waiting twenty years and is afraid if we stop we will not start again. We will rest anyway. Scholars need it. You need it.”

“You need it.”

“Yes,” she said. Did not deflect. “I need it.”

He held gaze. Something in quality of attention that had changed since tent — not more intense, but less defended. As though after second watch in her tent, after verath-strike at seven, after vigil where she told him about insects, permission had been given that could not be ungiven, to see more.

“Rest,” he agreed. “Full night before center.”

“Good.”

She started to turn back to camp, then paused.

“Caelum.”

“Yes?”

“Thank you for not looking away. At eleven. When I was—” Gestured vaguely toward where she’d stood over Iolan, hand on shoulder. “That.”

“I know what it costs you,” he said. Quietly. “To need people to be steadied by you being near. And to let them be.”

She looked at him long moment.

“After,” she said. Again. Word had become shorthand between them, entire future compressed into two syllables.

“After,” he confirmed.

Point twelve was worst.

Not because most practitioners — seven, fewer than eleven — but because field at twelve densest outside center, and scholars running on nothing, and because twelve close enough to center Serath could influence directly.

Felt her first time at twelve.

Not presence, not voice — shift in working itself, as though someone placed hand on far end of rope they were pulling and pulled back. Iolan gasped — audible sound, first time — and Fenrath said: “She’s aware.”

“She’s been aware since five,” Morgaine said, sword already out.

“She’s paying attention now,” Fenrath corrected, blood beginning at nose.

Counter-working took six hours.

Six hours holding perimeter while air itself pressed, while interference pattern tried to reestablish itself three times after being broken, while scholars bled from noses — both, simultaneously, which Morgaine had not seen before and did not like, file for later — while light over collection center on horizon pulsed brighter each time pattern reasserted.

Caelum took eastern approach alone for four hours, because western needed two and eastern could be held by one if one was him. Took two verath-strikes in that time — not direct like point seven, glancing, but enough that by hour five awareness blown open again, heightened, raw, padding stripped.

Morgaine felt it — way always felt him now, specific awareness become background — felt defenses thinning second time in three days, and thought: not again, not here, not when need you functional.

Went to him at hour five, during lull when practitioners regrouping, dead trees around clearing shivering though no wind.

“Status.”

“Functional.”

“You’re not functional. You’re—” Stopped. Looked at eyes, blown open, verath-elevated, grey gone too clear. “How bad?”

“Bad enough I can hear you thinking.”

Stared.

“Not literally,” he said, quickly. “Elevated awareness. I can— know what you’re about to say.”

“What am I about to say?”

“That we should pull back and attempt twelve tomorrow after rest.”

Pause.

“Are we pulling back?”

“No,” she said.

“Then I’m fine.”

Looked at him — sweat, blood on forearm from earlier, eyes too clear, man who’d been holding east alone four hours while being hit with truth serum magic because needed to be held — and made decision that was not operational.

Reached out, hand on side of face, brief, hot, entirely unprofessional, entirely necessary, in front of his soldiers and hers, and said low enough only he heard: “After this one. We rest. That’s order.”

Leaned into hand fraction, eyes closed moment, breath catching that had nothing to do with strikes.

“Yes, my lady,” he said, voice rough.

Let go, stepped back, professional distance restored, went back to holding east.

Point twelve collapsed at sunset.

Not lightening like others. Release like something exhaling after holding breath twenty years. Air moved. Dead trees around clearing shivered though no wind, then went still in way that was different from blight stillness — stillness of something that had been pressing down and was no longer.

Twelve down.

Silence that was not blight silence but absence of blight, sudden and profound, as though clearing had been underwater and now was not.

Orin, quietly, from western edge: “That felt different.”

Varek, from center where kneeling beside scholars, both collapsed now, truly collapsed, noses bleeding, grinning anyway: “Because it was close to her. She felt it go. All of them, she feels. But twelve— twelve she felt like finger removed.”

Iolan, exhausted, bloody, triumphant: “Good.”

Morgaine looked at collection center on horizon. Now visible as actual structure in last light — low, wide, Erath stone, old as first century, pulsing faint wrong light that had been steady for twenty years and now, after twelve, flickered.

Looked at Caelum, fifteen feet away, eastern edge, blood on arm, eyes still too clear from strikes, holding position even though operation over.

He was looking at her already.

Across clearing full of dead trees that were no longer quite dead, with scholars bleeding and soldiers breathing hard and Orin trying to coax Reth’s horse off tunnel entrance it had grown fond of, they looked at each other with particular quality of attention that had become its own language.

She lifted hand — small, two fingers, not wave, not signal, just acknowledgement: I saw. You held.

He inclined head: You too.

Then both turned back to work, because rest had to be earned, and tomorrow was center, and center was where everything would have to be laid down.

But for moment, in clearing where twelfth anchor point of thirteen had just died, with wrong light flickering on horizon, they had that.

Twelve down. One to go.

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