Chapter 2

HOME

Reese was up at four in the morning.

Before the sun came up. Before the birds awakened to the new day. Before the ranch stirred beneath the darkness.

She had been getting up at four for most of her life.

Racing didn’t wait for daylight.

The track opened at five for trainers, giving them seven hours to do what needed to be done—exercise, condition, school, work horses, check legs, clean stalls, tend to tack, and get a hundred little things done before the public ever saw a horse step onto the track.

At noon, the track closed to trainers and opened to the public.

Racing began.

Mondays were different.

The track was dark.

No racing. No morning works. No starting gates ringing. It was the one day the horses got a break and trainers caught up on everything else—the little things that never seemed little when they piled up.

For Reese, this wasn’t a schedule.

It was a lifestyle.

Sunup to sundown.

Horse to horse.

Season to season.

She couldn’t remember a time when horses hadn’t dictated the rhythm of her days.

And she wouldn’t have it any other way.

She stood on the back porch with a mug of coffee warming both hands, letting the first sip wake her before the ranch did.

The air was cool and still.

There was something different about morning here.

Maybe it was because she had spent so many years away.

Maybe because she knew every sound.

The distant shift of a horse in a stall.

The creak of an old gate.

The soft rustle of cottonwoods along the property line.

Home.

The word settled somewhere deep inside her.

Reese took another drink and looked toward the house.

The girls.

She slipped quietly back inside.

Briar and Paige were still asleep, tangled beneath their blankets exactly as she’d left them. Briar had somehow managed to steal most of hers, while Paige was curled into a little ball with one hand tucked beneath her cheek.

Reese smiled.

She leaned down and kissed each of their foreheads.

Neither stirred.

“Sleep, babies,” she whispered.

Then she pulled the door nearly closed and headed back outside.

There was a ranch to see.

And horses to check.

The barn lights were already glowing when she walked toward it.

She smiled before she even reached the doors.

Of course.

Ramón was already working.

He was carrying a forkful of bedding from one of the stalls when he looked up and saw her.

Rosa was on the other side of the aisle, working beside him, her dark hair pulled back and her sleeves rolled up.

“Morning,” Reese called.

Ramón stopped and leaned on the fork.

“Morning, niña.”

Rosa looked up and smiled.

“Good morning, Reese.”

There was no awkwardness in the greeting.

No sense that Reese had come back as an owner and they were simply employees waiting for instructions.

These were her people.

Blood had very little to do with family.

Years did.

Loyalty did.

Showing up did.

And these two had done that.

Reese walked farther into the barn, running a hand along the neck of a familiar gelding as she passed.

“How’s everybody doing?”

“Everybody is hungry,” Ramón said.

Reese laughed softly.

“Then you’re doing something right.”

Ramón gave her a look.

“Or something wrong. Horses are always hungry.”

“That too.”

Rosa giggled.

Reese looked around the barn, taking in the familiar smells of hay, leather, manure, coffee and horses.

She had missed this.

More than she had ever allowed herself to admit.

“I think I’m going to ride around the property,” she said.

Ramón nodded.

“Take your time.”

She gave him a small smile.

“I intend to.”

A few minutes later, Reese led Robert from his stall.

His registered racing name had once been Robbery in Progress.

The name still made her smile.

It fit him once.

It just didn’t fit him anymore.

Robert stood quietly while she saddled him, lowering his head half asleep as she tightened the cinch.

There had been a time when putting a saddle on this horse would have been an act of courage.

Now he stood like an old friend.

Because that’s what he was.

Reese swung into the saddle and gathered the reins.

Robert perked up waiting for his assignment

Robert walked out of the barn without a fuss.

The eastern sky was beginning to lighten.

They rode quietly away from the barn and into the open pasture.

Fifty acres.

It wasn’t a huge ranch.

But it was hers.

Or, more accurately, it had been her father’s.

Reese looked across the property in the dim morning light with a practiced eye.

The fences needed work.

Some posts leaned at angles they shouldn’t.

Several stretches of wire needed replacing.

The pastures were usable, but they needed attention.

She made mental notes.

Fence line.

Water troughs.

Gates.

Pasture rotation.

Equipment.

The list grew with every hundred yards.

Robert carried her beneath the cottonwoods and across the far side of the property, his ears flicking toward every sound.

Beyond the pasture lay the old training track.

One mile oval with a white metal rail that glowed in the dawn.

The track was still there, but time had begun to reclaim it.

The center had grown over with weeds.

Ramón had kept the track graded enough to keep the worst of it under control, but it hadn’t been properly conditioned for training in years.

Reese stared at it.

She could almost see horses galloping along.

She could almost hear the hoofbeats.

And then she saw them.

The starting gates.

They sat near the entrance to the track, weathered and silent.

Like ghosts.

Once, they had been part of the daily rhythm here.

Horses loading.

Gates snapping open.

Hooves pounding dirt.

Her father and owners watching from the rail.

Now they simply waited in silence.

Reese let out a slow breath.

“We’ve got some work to do,” she murmured.

Robert’s ears pricked forward and his head suddenly turned.

Reese felt it beneath her before she heard anything.

The horse stopped.

She looked around.

Then came the sound.

Soft.

Sweet.

A familiar knicker carried across the morning air.

Reese gently used her leg pressure to turn Robert toward it.

He responded like he always did with her, crisp and quick,

There it was again.

She knew that sound.

Robert walked quietly in its direction, ears pricked forward listening

They rounded the far pasture and Reese saw her.

The mare stood near the fence, watching them.

Rocky’s dam.

Big tall and beautiful.

Reese’s breath caught.

She dismounted Robert as he stopped in front of the fence, dropping the reins loosely to the ground signaling him to wait.

The mare lifted her head.

For a moment, Reese couldn’t move.

She walked toward her slowly.

“Hey, girl.”

She said quietly

The mare came to meet her.

Reese climbed over the fence and met the big mare.

Reese reached up and laid a hand against her face.

And just like that, the years disappeared.

She was a little girl again.

Standing beside her father.

Listening to him talk about bloodlines.

Watching him study a mare’s shoulder, her hindquarters, the way she moved.

Learning that you didn’t simply look at a horse.

You looked at what was behind the horse, in their eyes, into their heart.

What could come after.

What might be waiting in the next generation.

Her father’s voice lived somewhere inside those memories.

And Rocky was the result.

Their result.

Their dream.

Reese pressed her forehead against the mare’s.

The first tear slipped uninvited down her cheek before she could stop it.

Then another.

She closed her eyes.

Her father’s face came back to her.

His handsome face under the cowboy hat.

His hands as they felt the horses legs.

His voice.

The long conversations.

The plans.

The years of work.

All the things they had believed they would have time to see.

He never got to see Rocky.

Never got to see the horse they’d bred and raised.

Never got to see whether all those bloodlines, all those choices, all that patience had finally come together.

The grief came quietly.

Not the sharp grief of the funeral.

Not the kind that knocked the breath from her lungs.

This was older.

Deeper.

The grief of time.

The grief of knowing life had kept moving while someone you loved had been left behind.

Reese’s shoulders trembled.

The mare moved closer.

She rested her head against Reese’s shoulder and stood there.

That’s all.

She didn’t need to do anything else.

Reese wrapped both arms around her neck.

“I miss him,” she whispered.

The mare breathed softly against her hair.

Reese stayed there until the tears stopped.

Behind her, Robert stood quietly in the grass.

Waiting.

Watching.

Just as he always did.

Eventually Reese lifted her head.

She wiped her face with the heel of her hand and gave the mare a small smile.

“Well,” she whispered, her voice steadier now. “Looks like we’ve got a lot of work to do.”

The mare flicked an ear.

Reese laughed softly through the last of her tears.

Then she turned toward the old track.

Toward the silent starting gates.

Toward the ranch her father had left her.

Toward the horses.

Toward Rocky.

And for the first time since she had come home, Reese allowed herself to believe something she hadn’t dared believe in a very long time.

Maybe coming home wasn’t going backward.

Maybe it was finally moving forward.

 

 

 

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