Chapter 20

Chapter 20 — The Game Changes

 

Corbin had always believed silence was useful.

People filled silence when they were uncomfortable. They talked when they were nervous, confessing things they never intended to say — just because the room went quiet and they needed to hear another voice.

Samantha had learned that about him.

Unfortunately for Corbin, she'd also learned that when he stayed quiet too long, something was wrong.

The last two days, he'd been quieter than usual. Not dramatically — that would've been easier. He still made coffee, still made dry comments about her stealing his favorite mug, still asked how work went.

But he was distracted.

He glanced at the windows more often. Checked the street before leaving. And stopped making jokes when she caught him.

That bothered her most.

Samantha stood in the kitchen doorway, watching him stare through the blinds. "You've looked through those blinds six times."

Corbin didn't turn. "I'm admiring the neighborhood."

"You've lived here longer than I have, and you've never admired it once. You're doing the thing where you pretend you're not doing the thing."

"That's not a thing."

"It is when you do it this often."

A faint smile. "Very specific."

"Very annoying, too."

He said nothing.

She walked in and stopped in front of him. Corbin looked up from the couch.

Samantha sighed. "Something is wrong, Corbin. Don't tell me it isn't."

"Nothing is wrong."

"That was a terrible lie."

"It was concise."

"It was still terrible."

"You check the street every time a car slows down. You changed the locks and told me they were old. You bought another gun, which is harder to explain, and you've barely slept — and you barely slept before, so that's saying something."

He looked away. "You've been paying attention."

"I'm a light sleeper. Also, I'm not blind." She shook her head. "I'm serious, Corbin."

"So am I."

"No, you're avoiding the question."

His expression softened slightly. "Samantha—"

"Don't say my name like you're about to explain something to a child."

"I wasn't."

"You were. And I don't know what happened, or who you're dealing with, or what you've gotten into. But I know you. I know when you're lying, which is unfortunate for both of us, and I know when you're scared."

The humor left his face. "I'm not scared."

"I didn't say you were scared for yourself."

"Then I misheard you."

"You didn't."

That landed. Corbin looked at her for several seconds without speaking.

Samantha sat beside him on the couch. "You don't have to tell me everything tonight. But you do have to stop pretending nothing is happening."

He rubbed a hand across his jaw. "There's something I'm dealing with. It's complicated, and yes — it's dangerous."

"How dangerous?"

"Don't."

"How dangerous, Corbin? Don't edit it for me."

"The kind that doesn't knock."

"Reassuring."

"Wasn't meant to be."

Samantha nodded slowly. "Is it going to come here?"

"I don't know."

That frightened her more than anything else he'd said. She didn't move away.

"Then tell me what I need to do — the real version, not the one where you pat my head and change the locks."

"Lock the door. Don't answer numbers you don't know."

"I'm not a child, Corbin."

"I know. I'm saying it anyway, because it's what I can give you right now."

"Then give me a little more than that."

He studied her. Years of walls — clients who didn't know his name, targets who didn't know he existed, people who knew only what they needed to. Information was survival. Distance was survival. Attachment was a liability.

And Samantha sat beside him, asking him to stop hiding behind both.

"I've made enemies," he said. "Persistent ones. And they're not interested in me anymore."

Her expression changed. "They're interested in me."

Corbin didn't answer.

"How long have you known?"

"Since the windows. You don't look at glass unless you're looking past it."

"And your solution is to handle it quietly and hope I don't notice the rest."

"I'm handling it."

"That's not what I asked."

"I know."

"Then don't handle me." She stood. "I'm not a problem for you to solve, and I'm not a package you need to secure. I'm trying to keep myself safe, too."

"I'm trying to keep you safe."

"I know you are." A breath. "Say you trust me."

"I trust you."

"Say it like you mean it."

He looked at her. "I trust you."

"Good."

"Anything else?"

"Not yet. But there's something you don't know, and after all that about not lying, I should probably say it out loud."

Corbin waited. She looked down at him, suddenly less certain.

"I have feelings for you."

The words hung in the quiet room. Corbin didn't move.

Samantha gave a nervous laugh. "Well? Say something before I decide to throw myself out the window you keep checking."

He blinked once. "That's—"

"Don't say inconvenient."

"I wasn't going to."

"You were absolutely going to. I could see the word arriving."

"I was considering it."

She shook her head, smiling. "I knew it."

Corbin looked down at his hands. For perhaps the first time since she'd met him, he seemed unsure what to say.

She sat back down. "I don't know when it happened. Somewhere between stealing your mug and learning your lock-changing habits, you stopped being just the guy whose couch I was sleeping on."

"And became what?"

"Someone I look for when I walk through the door. Someone I worry about when he stares through the window six times a night."

Corbin exhaled slowly. "Samantha."

"What?"

"You could have picked someone normal."

She laughed despite herself. "I considered it. The normal ones didn't have your coffee or your extremely reassuring gun collection."

"Poor judgment."

"Apparently."

He looked at her a long moment. "I have feelings for you too."

"Are you sure?"

"No. I've never had much practice at this."

"You're impossible."

"So I've been told."

Her smile disappeared — not unhappy; hearing it made it real. "You do have feelings for me."

"Unfortunately."

She laughed. "Say it again."

"No."

"That's what I thought. You're terrible at this."

"That's obvious by now."

A faint smile. Samantha took his hand. He looked down at their joined fingers — a simple gesture, and it felt more dangerous to Corbin than any weapon he'd ever held.

She squeezed. "I'm not asking you to tell me everything, and I'm not asking you to stop being who you are. I am asking you not to lie to me — especially not by deciding I can't handle the truth."

Corbin nodded. "I can do that."

"And if I'm in danger, you tell me. Even if you think keeping me in the dark protects me."

A hesitation. "Yes."

She leaned back against the couch. "Good."

Corbin looked toward the window, then back. "The problem is, this changes things. Before, if someone came after me, I only had to worry about myself. Now I have you."

She smiled. "That sounds almost romantic."

"It wasn't intended to be."

"You're getting better at it anyway."

"Don't encourage me."

"Too late. Warning noted, and ignored."

"You know," she said, "for a scary man, you're very easy to tease."

"I'm not scary."

"You are. It's fine. I like it."

"That's concerning."

She rested her head against his shoulder. He stiffened for a fraction of a second, then relaxed.

"You know what's strange?" she said quietly.

"What."

"This is the safest I've felt in weeks. And you're the most dangerous person I know."

"That's a very short list."

"You're on it."

Outside, a car passed slowly. His eyes moved to the window automatically. Samantha noticed. She didn't say anything — just held his hand tighter.

For the first time in a very long time, the thought that frightened Corbin wasn't that someone might come looking for him. It was what he would do if they came looking for her.

The rules had changed. He'd spent his life making sure no one had leverage against him. Now he had someone he couldn't afford to lose.

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