I had to come back. To help wake people up and show them that they are not less, but more. I have to show them their divinity and let them know that they are not a body with a spirit, but that they are a spirit with a body. Not that I had to come back because it was my choice. I didn't have to return; At any moment, I could have turned around and broke the tethe, Free to creat custom built personal worlds and inexplicably beautifully crafted, blissfully loaded unfamiliar experiences. I also knew that with the other pieces of us still sleeping in this realm the next creation experience would be mediocre at best and possibly too dark. I didn't want to wait around again for the rest of the love lights to wake up on their own. Last time it took a million sets of seasons. everything seemed to be running concurrent, rather, simultaneously, The first second was broken into 10000 pieces just as 7 billion souls doing it's own thing alone but always apart of the main scorce of itself. Always connected but some I could feel were weighed down by trauma becoming dimmer and darker, worn out by shouldering so much pain and negative energy. so engulfed by this experiment and some to the point of harboring the parasitical sins that grow so powerful the can become demonic entities that feed on our positive energy. Electrically equivalent to experiencing a short to ground at 40000 volts. I could feel the grunge corroded parts of us that were suffering without reason about a third of our lovelight being ridden by parasitic demons. Drawing load on the whole of creation causing us to fluctuate in power. I I remembered first being free from the all before humans werebrought forth
everything he ever said to me was because he wanted what was best for me. I was changed forever.
Then, I saw my 18-year-old son standing beside her. Out of the corner of my left eye, I saw my father, towards whom I had held heavy, hard resentment before this experience. Now, I didn't even know why I had that feeling.
The revelation of my accountable fault in all my troubles swept away that anger, leaving only clarity and peace. This is the truth I must share: that we hold the power to choose, to see our own faults, and to let go of the past in order to embrace our true, shared divinity.